Xmas 2005

time for updates! it's boxing day! nonono i dun have presents to be opened today. anyway, met up with qi,ya, her bf, and jx at JP at 6pm, xmas eve. had dinner at pizza hut before gg jx's hse. we decided to avoid the crowd, and thank god we didnt go town, heard it was damn crowded. anyway, we're having a chalet at her hse!

mahjong session. her bloody idiotic bro borrowed his mahjong set to his friends, leaving us with mahjong table, without mahjong tiles. so jx and qi walked to my hse to get one set. and our mahjong session starts! wore my xmas hat throughout the session--鸿运当头. but sadly i lost nearly $8.

popped sparkling juice. not nice. and so we played overnight till 6am, den packed up and slept till 1pm=) chalet also not tt good, can slp till afternoon. wahaha. bathed and den watch TV and tapao tomyam ramen from Koufu for lunch. den decided to play mahjong for a while more b4 jx
meet her friends for dinner.

in the end me and qi decided to go jp. bought 7.40pm show to watch King Kong and den slacked at mccafe and had dinner b4 gg in.

hmm and yah tt's how i spent my xmas, 2005.
new yr's coming! anyway, thanks to qi for the lovely anklet u gave us:):):)

MERRY X'MAS!

:):):) it's xmas eve tml! and it's xmas eve eve today! wahaha. good mood. went to sch for project discussion, den went clementi for dinner with qi. came back my hse to slack b4 we meet jx at Giant to buy tidbits for tml's stayover "chalet". muhaha. lay's, pocky, 'bin bin mi guo'... sparkling juices, hoegaarden and stella artois given to me by sher on my bday. all transported back to her hse. not forgetting our overnight mahjong session =) cant wait. had a good laugh after watching tv at "hot babe"s friendster. it's my LOL medicine. wahaha. came back home after midnight.

studying. not much progress. sighs. and my appetite grew this week. damn. time of the month soon. hooked onto mr brown's podcasts. damn hilarious. NTUC's comfort women and zhng-ing their cars. wahaha. anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND PARTYING AND STUDYING!!

Stay-at-home Sunday

spent my whole day at home to be a good kid. woke up at 12pm den had lunch and den rot in front of the tv. decided to pack and tidy my room since i got nothing to do. took tt big yellow plastic bag (that one used to load recycled things in for donation) and started to pack. from the book shelf to my desk to the drawers.
total rubbish collected ready to be thrown away: one whole bag, full.
total time taken: 1 hour
total dust collected: not counted

now my room is dust-free finally. filed all the lecture notes to the respective files already. now im ready to battle with the books starting from tml till CT =))

went to taman jurong Sheng Siong with my family and 3 cousins. damn funny. my dad drove my uncle's rented car there. it's the square square very very old Honda Accord with gold paint. hahaha. but better than nth lah, still can drive 7 of us there and bring loads of groceries back. and to my surprise i saw angela promoting for Pantene there. haha. tt $8/hr job. still muz wear tt pantene-coloured dress. lol. helped mama to cook dinner and den rot in front of the tv again.

rotting at home can be very nice,too:D

Saturday=)

life has been very easy ever since i quit gunung. have quite some time to spare though. spent the whole friday at qi's hse to nua. eat,watch tv,slp. slp and slp. slept alot recently, maybe due to the growth of my wisdom tooth. damn pain noe? FMGT presentation on fri too. not too bad i guess? sigh. at least one project down. my bday's over too =) im officially 18, can drink, can drive, can watch M18! speaking of driving. decided to from private instructor. $1.2k at least. and me and qi went to book for BTT juz now. 09/02/06! omg. still got 2 mths away.

went to causeway point after tt. to walk walk. haha. bought bday presents for qi's lil cousin. and ate pastamania for dinner. OMG their serving was gigantic and delicious, and the banana pizza was damn great. and it's only a 50mins bus ride=) shall go there more often. it's better there cos there's ya kun,pastamania,crystal jade and jakc's place, unlike jurong point. time seemed to pass very slowly since i quitted. i kinda miss working. ha.

it's 2 weeks break now. got to start studying for CT liao.

Nano

yeyeyeyeyeyeyey i've got my nano liao. woohoo. was surfing around Apple forums den i came across that advertisement that was advertised yesterday i think. wheelock's Apple store reopening. there's 50% off 2gb nano for the 1st 100 sets. and the 101st to 200th will get goodies bag and free accessories. so i woke up at 7+am and reached wheelock at abt 9am. and i tot i was the 1st 100 when i was standing at sakae sushi's entrance. and it turned out that i was the 172nd one. -_- and after hearing from the ppl in front (i went alone btw) that there's a mouse, earphones, and a bag, i continued to queue up since it's still a great bargain even if i muz oay the full price.

so in total, i paid $348 for the nano itself, a free silicone case, free AC adapter, Travel Pac mouse, some wierd lanyard earphones and a silly coca cola version of crumpler in a very lousy quality. and a mouse pad and erm, yah that's abt it. cool. went home to fiddle with it after that.

anyway im broke lah. officially. oh and tml's my last day at gunung!! and i'll study hard for common test after that. oh my right eye is swollen with a swell at the corner-_- damn pain when i blink.

Celebrations

First it's meiyan's, and now it's jiaxin's!! wahaha. monday's her bday and we had a mini celebration at her grandma hse just now, which is strategically located on street across my hse! ha. her aunts prepared steamboat, which was damn damn nice and yummy. let's see.
started at abt 7pm without huimin and liping, who came later. and can u see the pig liver!!! heavenly. I love steamboats! haha. had the cake-cutting session at abt 9+.

Oh yah. we gave her a pair of fie earrings from japan, and a Hugo Boss Intense Summer Edition shimmering EDP ;) huimin gave her that pooh and a very cute hopping chick. liping gave her a forever friends bear holding a bday cake. :D oh yah that's her cousin on her left and her own younger sis on her right.

After everything we decided to come over to my hse for mahjong session. oh gosh we hadn't play mahjong for ages! like, let me count... since CNY? hahaah. i lost abt $5 in the end. haha. bday girl wins!


anyway, quite alot of things happened recently, like the hanging of the aussie who trafficked drugs, the 18-year-old malay boy who was dead cos a private hosp didnt want to save him cos they didnt have RM5000 with them, and the death of this blogger, and for today, 2 s'poreans was hurt while taking a ride in Escape, that panasonic ride lah! dumb ride. hmm. and SEA games! woohoo. haha. and my quitting of gunung raya.

and anyway, if u all didnt notice, it's 8 days to my bday! :D *cheeky smile*

UNTITLED

had a great dinner at pizza hut with qi jx and sher. apparently the new x'mas pizza tasted oh-so-cheesy and it's very delicious. highly recommended for cheese lovers. and den went to jx's hse to digest the food. stayed till 1am den leave her hse. wahaha. sch's a breeze this week. 2 e-learning. but 2 projects to rush. sigh. listening to A-Do singing on yu le bai fen bai doesn't help to cheer me up this evening. so sad songs. hmm. i just wonder how pessimistic ppl live. wouldn't life be a drag? oh and to end off,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MEIYAN!!!! <-- doraemon colour

Cold

tot i shld come up and update abit. if not the blog's gg to go moldy liao. anyway, brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! weather's bloody cold recently i dunno why. it's been raining the past 3 days. no sun, only dark clouds. if this continues s'pore will become the 2nd genting. lol. and im actually wearing the pullover i bought from perth, which is quite thick, and i feel so comfortable with it. considering whether shld i wear to sch tml. haha.

school's boring. loads of projects dueing but not yet started. was relieved that we finally got the final idea what to do for ECD. phew. FMGT due soon. BLAW sucks with tt horrigan tutor. desmond wee's great for events mgmt! woohoo.

work is boring too. bleah. gtg. ciao.

Retail Therapy

Went for mass shopping past 4 days.

Sat- went town with kaiqi and jiaxin. shopped around and bought a fossil watch, 1 slurping ape and 1 nike tee. had sakae sushi for dinner. hur hur hur. spent money like water flowing. trained up my legs for shopping once again after not shopping at all for almost 2 months. shopping is fun. i love chilling out and shopping with them.

Tue- went town (again) with beak and kaiqi after sch at 4+. did all tt routine shopping; alight at heeren, eating old chang kee prawn nuggets, shop from swatch to fossil to nike to converse to check and etc. BUT! we finally bought something after a semester of routine shopping! hohoho. we 3 bought the same watch from Swatch (!!!) so happy after buying it. woohoo. and bought another t-shirt to go with my berms. and had dinner at cine yoshinoya. beef bowl! and den walked to far east and got a pair of converse there. heh. spent all my OT pay away already. anyway, me and kaiqi bought choco frap from starbucks den off we went to take bus home. heh. i love shopping. ^^V OH YAH. we saw fiona xie on our way to far east. so much for talking abt her in sch juz now. abt how busy she was talking on the phone everytime. she was still talking on the phone juz now. hmmm.

im drop dead tired today. though shopping is fun. hahaha. i wana go queensway next! anybody on? lol. gotta postpone my nano already. yikes.

anyway, sch is not great at all.so many projects (6!!) to do, so many tutorial assignments. so little time. and a sucky timetable with 4pm and 5pm ending clases everyday. and to juggle part time and sch work. tough.

School.

school's started a week already. met all my tutors. no bad ones this sem i suppose. but too bad joseph seet wun be teaching us for ECD fom next week onwards. boooooooo. and ong poh leng is cute! hahaaha. and projects are coming up. all 5 modules! hahaha. hope i can score better this sem.

pia-ing ITP report to submit next monday. freaking 1500 words!! worse than blogging. sigh. and p/t work is like shit. oh yah, and let me declare from today onwards, im not going to come home before 9pm. i swear. today will be the last time im reaching home at 6pm. fark.

dammit. i went to make ezlink at JE and den took 98 with kaiqi back to her home. den i took a nap there while she was writing her report. and den she gotta go work so i have nowhere to go but to go home. nobody was at home when i reached home, so i went to bed to continue my sleep. and den my irritating mother shouted at me and woke me up. grumbling abt why i nv help to cook and blah blah blah ( i couldn't continue cos i fell back to slp while she was still scolding). and den when i was forced to wake up to have dinner, she purposely scolded me in front of my father while me and him were having dinner. wtf. where got this kind of mother one? say she raised me for nth, that i didnt care abt the family at all. and all along she was like (is) an idiot scolding and scolding while i was eating. and after tt my dad didnt care abt her and asked me to drink soup. HMPH. see. my father is far better than her. pui. and she insisted on me returning her the $200 she lent me when i went KL. no sympathy at all! i lost everything yet she still want to get it back. so i told her i used tt to buy books and consession stamp liao. SHE STILL SAY I SHLD USE MY OWN MONEY TO BUY SINCE IM WORKING NOW. WTH.

scold me nvm. i cant stand it when she starts to scold MY FRIENDS. like wth?! i dun care abt the family is all because of her and that fucking sister! wad has it got to do with my friends?! she said they are my 猪朋狗友. i think she is 猪 instead. dammit. hate it. im more firmed to moving out when i earn my keep of more than 3k now. i swear. dammit. @#$%^&^%$#@!

so angry now. i rather go work and be tired than coming home early. hmph.

KL trip

im finally back in 1 piece!! finally something for me to update abt my trip to KL. here are some of the highlights :

1. i lost my wallet.

2. there's nth to buy at KL

3. i can bargain well. lol.

4. Levi's is cheap over there.

5. the hotel is like, whoa.

6. the spa was great.

7. malaysians' fashion sense sucks.

let me start. the very 1st highlight. dammit. i lost my wallet while watching movies. the most unlucky thing tt happened to me ever since i lost my ez-link. after coming back from petaling street we tot of bathing b4 gg to watch midnight show, All About Love, damn nice anyway, and we nv bring any bags down to the cinema. and den there goes my wallet. with RM300+ and S$35 inside, who will want to return? sighs. and we were quite affected the next day while shopping. i was broke, so have to use their money instead. hmmm. luckily, the hotel wants us to place a deposit. so i only have RM 50 to buy local products in the end. the duty manager of the hotel was great. i lost my hotel room card along with it, so we reported it and he changed our room. immediately. superior becomes deluxe. great. and the security of berjaya times sq sucks. sucks sucks sucks. i wanted to kill them.

anyway, our initial tot was to go there and buy clothes. but sadly, there's no nice clothes, either tt or it's more expensive there. Mid Valley is a nice place to shop, but we still cant get anything. i only managed to get a pair of square cut levi's from berjaya. RM219 standard price. i think everyone shld juz go buy the jeans over there. so cheap. i saved abt S$40+ for this. and kaiqi bought a converse over there. and the rest we bought was all food. tea leaf eggs were heavenly. and we also went to the theme park. nth much actually. played 3 games and off we go. free tix anyway. oh yah, the buffet breakfast was damnnnn nice. esp the fried noodles on the 1st day. and the cereals. hahahhahaha. and let's talk abt the hotel room. so in the end me and kaiqi stayed in the deluxe suite i suppose. there's a pantry,a living room and a big toilet with the toilet bowl and bath separated. the bath tub was great. and our bed. it's a king sized bed. so was meiyan's bed. how nice. and we stayed on the 42nd floor, second highest. hahaah.

as for shopping, we went to berjaya and petaling street for the 1st day, and mid valley, KLCC, and sg wang on the 2nd day. i bargained alot at petaling street, and we managed to buy a belt there for jiaxin. mid valley was the best amongst the 3. more s'pore. and den we took train to klcc. quite fun though. and den shopped at KLCC. we had Dunkin' Donuts!!!!! arghhhh damn nice. there's A&W too, but we were too full to eat. nth to buy at KLCC too, so we took a cab back to hotel. RM3.40 on meter. cheap. and den we went to sungei wang after putting our stuffs back to the hotel, and sg wang kinda sucks. we had dinner there at a restaurant. not bad, not bad. and den went back to berjaya for our spa treatment. woohooo.

we all were quite nervous when we first went in, den relaxed when the massage starts. mineral salt scrub, ear candle, jacuzzi den 1 hr full body massage. how great. but the ginger tea in the end sucked. lol. no more dead skin on my body! and feel kinda tired after tt. but it was worth it. will go back with sher and gang the next time.

will upload photos tml. my camera's with kaiqi. wad a long post, phew. and i miss my braun buffel =(

'MC'

yeah. finally an outing day. i was 'sick' today and called my supp. aiyah. actually im supposed to work 2-10 today. budden, it's an off day for qi today. and jx was free. and meiyan also off. so.. heh. initially wanted to go 9-5. but couldn't get up. wahaha. anyway, spare the details.

went to see the doc to get an MC in the noon, den meet up with them to go town. and yeah, we all muz go down fair. me gg down only for 2 days. lol. went to wheelock for fish and co. yum yum. seafood platter again. sher went too. to gossip. and den walked ard to digest. and den to coffee club for desserts. choco fondue! ok lah. quite ex =( shared it with sher and gossiped more.

finally a day to relax and talk. spent quite alot of money today lah. anyway it was worth it. it's been a long time since yan went out with us already. hmmm. anyway, i got dark rings already! developed during those few days when i was working 7-3. argh. couldn't get rid of it no matter how much i slp. so i stole some eye cream from my mum's cosmetics, hoping it will go off by tml. ha. i think im really having a running nose liao =/

3 more days to sch reopen! and 4 more days to KL trip! woohoo. will update when i come back.

boredddddddddddd.

yawnnnnnnn. i hate working from 7-3pm.woke up at a year-long record breaking of 6.05am. so that i can reach at 6.50am to open the gate and this and that. my 1st time u see. sigh. very boreddddddd and colleague Doris is not here yet. how to buy macdonalds breakfast lidat? lol. who the hell will come to this rundown BL shopping centre on a sunday morning?? they shld go to JP instead. urgh. sians. oh! today is 23 oct! sher's bday! wahahha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! booooooo. have to work. haahhahhahah. enjoy ur day lah. 18. hmph. my turn soon.

=)

updates! nv update for a very very very very very long time already. haha. so lazy to blog after work. hmmm. let's see. today is my off day! so me, qi and jx went down town for the day. went bugis for pastamania, my long-time craving. and den shopped for a while and den walked to shaw tower to cut my hair. yey! finally got it trimmed. and den we walked to GMC. saw beak and gang, and we booked our KUL/BER trip from sher and den off we go to chinatown for porridge! walked to the busstop again (lots of walking today) and had porridge, and tang yuan at chinatown roadside hawker. so damn fulllll.

and stood on the train for nearly the whole journey. was quite early and we decided to go jp coffee bean. and yah tt's how i spend my off day lor. lol.

bloody hell this is my 1st off day since i got transferred to GRTBL. almost 3 weeks nv off liao! hahaha. cant wait for the KL trip in fact. hahahaha. quite used the the working envt at GRTBL now. very fufilling to see the sales climbing up from a few thousand to tens of thousands a day now. and colleagues there are better than GMC's. lesser ppl=lesser politics. hahahha.

time table's out. as usual, mostly 9am to 4pm. wth. anyway, ciaos.

Work

woooot. im alone at the office, erm, outlet lah. lol. tue morning 9.30am alone enjoying my cuppa hot chocolate with marshmellow from 7-11. very little ppl at this timing. how nice. air-con was fixed yest and now im bloody cold. jane (the supervisor) went for breakfast with her husband. so boring. with some random customers. arrrrrr. tt TV shop opposite not opened yet. no tv to watch. lol. right now it's me faing grassland and grassland facing me. that pathetic. sians. tt's the thing about not having a camera installed yet. nobody is watching us. lol. except when the big boss and vincent and nelson came yest, who were our only visitors. sales are quite bad here. with an average of $4000+- daily. pathetic.

one week worth of updates! hahaha. dead tired this whole week. no break at all! and they broke the contract! im working 7 days for next week too! wad very busy, big deal meh. my contract says 6 days leh. hmph/ whatever. earn the OT pay lor. accumulating lots of OT for this whole mth. went to BL branch the first time today. oh my. our feelings got cheated. instead of the appointed 3 to GRTJP, we were told that 2 out of the 3of us muz go BL. wasted my 65cents, dammit.

so me and meiyan had to take a bus, yes, a BUS down to BLSC. we had to carry the 2 heavy files there. and den at FSBL, we were told tt one of us muz go Gunung BL. dammit dammit. so fucking separated. and den i went to gunung raya. dammit. empty. no files. anyway, five stars took over gunung mah, which means they have to refurbish the whole gunung. and den i helped to file those airline pakages. and starcruise. and take calls. and make do without iTours and KCSS. everything's not set up yet. and handle customers at the same time. surprisingly, this kind of ulu ulu location outlet also have quite some customers. hahaha. took a 6pax genting booking today. the rest of the day were spent trying to watch zhen qing from the TVs opposite the shop, which sells tvs, and on MSN and friendster. camera haven fix yet mah, so tt psychotic boss cannot see us. but there's this hugeeeeeee safe deposit in the shop, which is slightly shorter than me. wierd. go so much assets there meh. hmmm. anyway, im stuck with this gunung raya BL (GRBL) for the rest of the attachment. and maybe my part time. hahaha. alot of timings for the whole mth. including those atrocious OTs. as if im a machine. arrr. so fucking tired now. gotta go. update when im free. haah. good luck to ppl in GMC k? lol.

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time flies! it's almost one week since attachment started. hectic work but i've learnt alot. and i mean ALOT. learnt how to use amadeus to check flights, learnt how to serve a customer f2f, and most importantly how to book a tour. woohoo. very fun. but very tiring. times pass very fast too! and my sales finally hit 1k. hahah. thanks to this uncle who's so kind he asked me to take my time when i was booking so slowly. and the sense of satisfaction is like, whoa! hahah. very happy to hear customers who are happy after enquiring from me. haha. oh and there's quite alot of part-time staff today. Shirley is friendly, at least she's willing to guide me thru booking. and jiahui, a hongkie. chiongster. but FYI beak and co., they're both 18!! same age with us! dun look like! lol.

oh! and sher!!!! i saw this ang moh today. good looking!!! cute lah. or whatever. travelling with his family. omggggggg. he was at 9am to ask abt buses to m'sia. and den came back to ask again at noon time. at 10pm when we were waiting for my dad to fetch us to chinatown for porridge, we saw him there again!! cute. hahahha. but kaiqi dun think so. lol.


im so tempted to go overseas too lah. saw many happy faces when checking-in for them. hahah. taipei by end of next sem. whahahah.

ok. gotta slp. i need lots of them. 13hrs straight of work, though quite slack today.

Attachment.

How can i not update when i've changed my skin? haha. anyway, was browsing thru blogskins.com deperately when i've decided to use the defaults one. looks more 'class' lah. haha. ok. no more tagboards now. so u all can leave comments instead of using the tagboard. hohoho.

Talking about attachment. yeah. Today's the 2nd day of attachment, at five stars tour. learnt how read the information abt various tour packages via a lesson from sher the old bird. Star cruises are drving me nuts. and for today, Bangkok tours are driving me nuts too. hmm. the place have quite some flies sometimes, eh i dunno wad those flies are called. fruitflies, i think. and beak swallowed one today! how funny. hahaha. working from 1-10pm for this week. not a single deal done yet for me. =(

I have to admit, that to me, there's quite some sense of satisfaction in this job. i feel happy when friendly and chatty customers call up and enquire about those tours, provided i can answer them. and even if they called just to ask and not buy from me, im still very contented. hehe. im not sure about the rest of them, but i've received quite a number of 'happy' calls. about 75% of the calls i've taken. =) though i received this nasty call from this demanding customer enquiring about the genting world card. as if we're the world card office lidat. chey.

OH! and the food near golden mile complex are great! curry chicken noodles at golden mile tower, chicken rice at the beach rd hawker centre! nice! haha. im sure we can survive the 6 weeks with different meals everyday. ha. anyway, time to slp now lah. tml's another day.

mooncake festival

happy mooncake festival!! i woke up at 3.30pm juz now! how nice to slp without setting alarm clock. hahaha. went essential brew again yest nite. but didnt have to take cab home. we took last bus. heh heh. hmm. last chillout session i guess. attachment starting tml. =(

im broke! left with very little money already. haiz. sians. whatever.

anyway, happy mooncake festival ok! enjoy ur mooncakes and pomelos!

relieved.

no more exams! finally! finally went shopping after some weeks. went PS and bought 2 polo tees for attachment. and ate ajisen there. wierd stuff there... hmmm. and we were wasting time till 9.35pm for the movie. had gelare's ice cream mudpie before tt. not bad not bad.

movie! Cinderella Man. me and qi did not regret choosing this over One more chance. wooo. this show is talking abt this boxer (russell crowe) who won alot of rounds, but lost everything during the Great Depression. he went on to take up shipyard jobs with his injured right hand. he had to went NYC to beg a bunch of rich ppl in a bar, with his ex-boss and ex-manager, for money so that he can pay his bills and wun have to send his 3 kids away. den came this chance when he was offered to fight with an opponent for once. he won and he after some time he could carry on boxing. ahahaha for the rest, go watch urself lah! lol. $9.50+$3 popcorn + $6.40 cab fare is very worthwhile. for such a gd show. ahhaha. and kaiqi actually cried! me too! and my heart was thumping badly at tt final match. lol. and most imptly, a very good-looking ang moh was sitting in front of me, with his gf. lol.

reached home at ard 1.45am, and drama drama!! i went to my kitchen wanting to bath and suddenly i was staring at the unit opposite my flat for 5 seconds. a fire broke out at their kitchen!! my 1st time encountering such a situation. scared, i told my sister and asked her to come out and see (yes, my sister). afraid that there's someone in tt kitchen, i phoned 995 immediately, very panicky. eh ppl, dun look down on those malay firemen ok. they're damn fast. 1mins after i called, sirens were heard. but before that, the ppl in the hse actually went to the toilet and distinguished the fire themselves. whaaha. and den came 2 fire engines and 2 police cars. alamak. very paiseh about it. no more fire lah. ahha. still tot can see firemen in action. hmmm. den my sister woke my dad up to keep clothes. den my mum also woke up. whahaha. all of us crowd around the window to kpo. and my mum say i kpo -_- who knows there may be ppl inside leh. hmph. hahah. anyway i dunno who's living opposite lah. anything lor. and suddenly im scared tt one day my house will catch fire. the sight is... very scary.. what if they got gasoline and den suddenly explodes? wah... can imagine...

anyway, weekends! slack at home and wait for attachment! ah, no life.

sigh. mugging in the middle of the night now. but! this will be the last day! yeah! weekends break after this. *munching white lotus paste mooncake with double yoke* this sunday's mooncake festival! but no sembawang park for me. my mum gg wedding dinner. bleah. no mooncake festival mood liao.. hmmm. xue lang hu starting tml! poor me. no money to buy those expensive tickets. can only afford a $10 movie ticket tml for celebration!! haha. and i doubt i won tt contest. but i won essential brew's lucky draw!! the 38th prize out of 100. lol. a subaru caribiner, SK jewellery 10bucks voucher and art museum 3bucks voucher. who will on earth will go museum for celebration?!!?! haha. wierd prize. collect it the next time im gg. haha.

oh. JIT sucks. skipping supply chain mgmt. cannot fucking understand the whole thing. in fact, i cannot really understand the whole of OM lah. dammit, last paper. but im aiming for a B!! haha. i muz get 77/100 this time for a B. hmmm. ok, back to mugging. cannot wait to update the next entry. woohoo.

blink blink!! we're only left with one paper, the ever dreadful OM on friday, and we have the weekend break, and we're off for attachment! sigh. time really pass very fast eh?

saturday was marketing paper, which was, as compared, most manageable of the lot. and den the bo liao EC on monday, which was ok. and den came this stupid AAA paper. i was so hardworking for it i practised alot of the P&L appropriation statements and the statement of changes. but non of them came out. and those ulu ulu format came out. bloody hell. dammit bloody whore kathryn tan. hate her. which means i have a high chance of repeating AAA, which i dun wantttttttttt.

and den today was IEF. sigh. another killer paper. if they duun moderate, fail already lah. cannottt. muz work harder next sem for my tourism in yr3. yeah. hope OM can end the whole sem with a better paper.

oh yah. im having insomnia i guess. or whatever lah. wierd sleeping time. at 3+am. and den very lethargic during the day. hmmmm. anyway, hope i can do better for OM, and den here i come, orchard! gg to shop till i drop. window shop i mean.

updating while watching tv. dieeee. slacking away. it's the 1st paper tml! marketing. still no sense of urgency. hmmm. hope this coming week pass faster. god bless. anyway, lucks to all of u taking exams!

hooray! Apple will be releasing ipod mini with colour screen later this yr!! launching soon in Paris! woohoo. what's more, they ditched the usual HDD and used Flash instead! ok! this is smth i dun really understand, but! cos by using flash, the new ipod mini's size is reduced by 20%! smaller body! and lighter! and same price!! yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyeyey!! ipod mini here i come, after attachment ((= thank God i've not bought the current version yet. heheheh.

im still up at this wierd hour! my sleeping time for these past week. 3am-12pm. hmm. mugging PMKT tml. ief left with last chpt. sigh. sians. tt news made my day!! woohoo. hope they have new colours for ipod mini. was looking thru Ikea catalogue at qi's hse when i came across this desk combination with a simple desk with a separate drawer unit and a swivel chair. and also saw this book shelf. and den i came home and look for the catalogue and showed it to my mum. and i guess she's gg to buy it. yey! good bye to my old desk! and old shelf! and i volunteered to fork out money to buy wardrobe. cos i want a new one lah. hahah. excited.

mugging week. mac is now my 2nd home. coke is my fav drink for the moment. am getting fatter everyday. muesli bar is my fav tidbit. wahhahah.

was playing 'spot the difference' recently introduced to me by sher. and i went to search for more. and i got a very big shock after i went into one of the website. this stupid bloody monster suddenly appear out of nowhere. no i nv wet my pants. i juz went O_O and den my heart malfunctioned for like 5 seconds b4 i cross the window while it is still screaming. lol. i nearly died.

less than a week to the exams!!! and den 2 days of break b4 attachment. somehow i enjoyed studying recently. wierd.... but im still lazy as usual lah. not studying at night. kaiqi says i need some sense of humour here. hmmm...

sometimes i was thinking.. wad image do i portray in my friends' heart.. or mind or whatever lah. hmmm. what kind of friend i am? or. what are my 'personality traits' ? whaahha. hmmm. can u all answer me? tag? plsssssss....

weilian won lah. haiz. kaiqi's dad said his fans all aunties and uncles. sure damn rich to call one mah. chey. anyway, universal records contract is better eh??

hmm. anyway. went to meet LEK the liaision officer on tue. and it was beak's bday!!!! weeee. yah. and kaiqi stayed over tt day to finish up storytelling project. hmm. and we role-played it today. lucky anna liked it. $%$#%^&^&*$# i hate ah-lians. dammit another free rider.

it's teachers' day today!! as if it's my business. chey. whatever lah. damn sian nowadays. gotta mug hard for exams. hmmm. OM is really tough for me. haiz. no more sch from now on (=
no more 'zhen qing' for me on weekends too)=

alot of sore eye cases recently. u all got to protect your eyes yeah. exams round the corner.

still cant believe weilian won. hmmmm.

oooh! long time no update. hahah. 4 days! sch term kinda ended on fri. no more lessons except for IS the next week! hooray! i can start my revision finally!

was watching Homerun and qi told me there's words beyond the meaning behind the scene where those kids were fighting over the well water. it's actually abt the row between sg and m'sia. and also, the part where the kids were quarrelling over wad their teachers taught them and not taught them, and were shouting 'bai jiao' all over. also abt sg and m'sia lor. abt this reclaimed land or the sea or wadever lah. hmm. jack neo is brilliant.

and den switched over to waych 'going home' <---- direct translation lah. on channel u. holy shit freaking goddamn nice show!!!! omg. and i actually missed the 1st hour cos or homerun. pui. abt this ah ma and her grandson. those village life. arrrrrr. goddamn nice!!! and the whole show is dedicated to all grandmothers!! awwwwww... i missed the KFC part. but there's this part when the boy's 'gameboy' ran out of batteries and he insisted his grandma on buying batteries. but she's quite poor there and harvested her pumpkins and sold it at the market. the boy wanted to buy this shoes at 2300won. and she buys for him.

and the boy refused to take the same bus home with ah ma when he saw the girl he liked on bus. apparently this ah ma went back to buy batteries and placed it back into the gameboy. and she wrapped it up along with 2000won and gave it to him. he cried when he opened the gift. and den taught his ah ma how to write 'i miss you' and 'im sick' in korean as she cannot speak, dumb. so the only way she can contact him is to write. but she dunno how to write. the night b4 he's gg home he drew many pictures of his ah ma on cards and gave it to his ah ma. awwwwww i was crying so badly lah.

sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob
sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob
so touchingggggggg.

[zzz]

mkting tutor slept while we were presenting our hard work today. slept while other groups were presenting too. like wtf. WE MUST COMPLAIN!! why?? i hate individualist. tml's storytelling. sick and tired of reaching sch at 8am. sigh. exams are near. i've yet to start anything. double sigh. i need to exercise. getting fatter =(

Today is a rainy day.
I was in school doing my marketing project with my groupmates.
I am very cold today.. brrrrrrr.
My mum opened my letter.. again.
I still hates my sister.
Tomorrow's marketing presentation.
I am not very nervous now, but tml i will.
I want to go for a jog tml.
Sigh. Final exams coming soon.


diamonds are women's best friend. Bling Bling.

Listening to: David Powter- Bad Day
nice song! topped p10's chart!

In school now pia-ing project. mkting. Ec's done. going to 5 stars for attachment. lol.

note: shir!! if u are reading this! rmb to self source ar! if not you sure will kena tuas one ok! lol.

dammit lots of ppl in the class gg CBD area. hmmm. kpt bias lah. bleah.

have been eating lots of tea leaf eggs recently. unhealthy eh. hmmm. i put on 3kg!!! have been eating alot alot alot alot alot alot recently. who wana go jog?? we go jog tgt! lol.

spent the weekends in sch. boooo. went to soo kee jewellery yest with sher to pose as customer to ask them qns. haha. damn paiseh. i was in berms and tee and sher with reebok shorts! and hang ten tee. omg. and they actually bothered to entertain us. hmmm.

i suck at literature stuffs. serious. i couldn't get the gist of wad the play is talking abt. went for this $4.80/ticket stage play, or rather, musical, at convention hall juz now. storytelling lah! sigh. den went in and slept awhile. den finally got interval. den me,qi and Hanyang ran away. hahaha. saw Kenrick on our way to bus stop too. LOL. cannot understand lah. but the PSF ppl sang quite well, though alot are malays. it was full hse man. there were VIPs too. hmmm. seriously dunno wad they talking abt. they were like speaking greek to me. hahaha.

anyway, gotta go for a prepatory workshop for attachment on beak's bday. >.< sounds bored leh. muz be asking us to behave lah, blah blah blah. sigh. np wants to drain us dry. dun even have time to start study for exams. ahahah. still got mkting muz pia. booooooo.

gotta go sch for mkting tml. den gg for qi's sister's harmonica band concert. i will understand it of cos. haha.

kelvin and kelly are going into the finals. sigh. quite sad to see junyang go lah. hmm. but seeing him hugging his family reminded me that joining this kinda contest stuff will surely bond the whole family tgt. hmmm. i want weijian lah. haha.

went for BA Conference yest. HR,Marketing,Service and Tourism. Marketing presented the best. but im still gg for tourism i guess. more fun lah. haiz. HR and Service mgmt were very very bored. i can foresee myself failing if i ever go into one of these 2.

sianzor. life still sucks. storytelling sucks. final proj how? and mkting. haven start. EC stuck. arrrrrrrrr let me go jump down man. gotta go do ief and AAA lah. pui. ciaos.

just came back from BL shopping centre not long ago with my parents. my dad's boss asked him to buy the 'zhong yuan' food u see. so we went to NTUC. the shopping feel is great when u dun have to use ur own money to shop man. haiz. anyway, we skipped AAA and OM lecture and also the BA Conference talk today. quite excited about tml's talk though. haha. no lessons.

came back home in taxi with qi after gg bt timah shopping centre. watched video tapes and den took a nap till 7pm. wonderful.

went to essential brew with beak sher and qi yest. fun,fun,fun. hope to go there more often. i muz accumulate $200 for the VIP card! haha. gotta pia mkting and EC this whole week liao. gotta wear formal again for mkting. booooo.

i cannot understand 'stairway to heaven' leh. i think watch CSI better. but i hate malay subtitles. wahahah.

[steamboat]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIQI!!!!!!

muack muack muack! everybody is turning 18... sigh. im the last lah. hahaha.

whahaha. went to marina south's 'roadside ma la hotpot' yest with yan,jx and qi. to celebrate her bday of cos. hmm. very nice. too good a service. and we even got chauffered back to marina bay! cool. very nice pig liver and prawns, the 'hua tiao' chicken soup was the best. we dun like the ma la one though. went off at ard 8+ or 9pm. lol. den we went clementi kbox. and den we sang till 3am. fun day.

dragged myself up at 10+am today. and den dragged myself to sch for proj. we managed to complete the 5 workshops for EC but still got troubleshoots. sigh. headache,headache.

sch still suck. EC gg to due soon, mkting 10 more days to go but haven even started, and final exams less than 1 mth away!! i muz start studying now for my 3.X GPA. muhahahahaha.

[...]

juz woke up from my nap not long ago. was damn sleepy today man. slept at 3am after thrashing session with cy yest. and woke up at 6.30am. and slept all the way to sch. kinda screwed up role-play compared to the others. haha. nvm.

thrashing session. yes. sigh. over msn only lah. we were telling her wad we were unhappy abt. and yeah, she defended it.

after sch went to town for lunch. and den walked ard. was freaking sleepy, as though i can fall asleep while walking. walked to wheelock and sat at the bench near M&S. we saw xiaxue!! haha. one glance only lah. she saw us! haha. and den we fall asleep on the bench, and preeeetending we were waiting for a friend. haha. and den took bus home lah. slept all the way too.

sigh. no life. how bored. even gg to town is so bored. boooo. anyway, we're gg to 'roadside hotpot' to celebrate qi's bday tml! ahah. how fun. i wonder she's going or not. hmmmm.

[AAA]

np suck. national day is not a holiday for me, or rather, us. AAA test on wed. i hate kathryn tan. and i juz realise, she have an act cute name lah. so old already, still call Kathryn. cannot call katherine meh? why kathryn? eeeeeeee...

anyway im typing this while taking a break from Partnership2. pui. sianz man. hmm. had swensens' banana split with sher and qi after sch at west mall. nice (= orchard's and jp's suck, but west mall's good! lol. $4+ only. cheap. gossiped all the way lah, as usual. sher is talkative. wahahaha. and it's an embarassing day for her!! lol. still got 2 with me!! i help her safekeep. wahaahahahahahaha.

anyway, HAPPY 40TH NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!! no time to watch fireworks this time, next year!!! i will win the tickets!

[crabs!]

crabs! so yummy. went to qi's place. wanted to study AAA initially. but we wrote storytelling script in the end. woohoo. to revamp the Charlie and teh choco factory genre. changed it to a crime thing in the end. evil wonka. wahahah. took us abt 1+hr for tt. and den slacked and watched tv. hahah. recharged myself this weekend.

dinner time! we went downstairs and bought 1 chilli crab at $15. and seafood fried rice. how yummy. wahahhaa. nice! although ex lah. and now our fingers are smelly. >.<

yummy crabs!

[chinatown]

came back from chinatown! haha. chinatown trip today. slacked and rested at home till evening. den me and qi suddenly we got craving for 'long wall' porridge. so we met up and took 174 to chinatown. bloody long. 1hr15mins. slept on bus.

woohoo. and btw, i ate my dinner at home b4 gg. haha. and den we settled down and ate. as usual, pork porridge and her century egg porridge, and the braised tofu lah. damn nice. haha. very chintowny. cos got cantonese opera upstairs. hah.

shops were closing by the time we finish the porridge. so we walked at the pasar malam thing there. and den came across some shops with chinese shopname. we cannot interpret it!!! supposed to be read from the right. haha. speak chinese also no use. haha.

damn full after tt lah. my stomach was like.. whoa. hahaha. round. haha. shhhh.
so lazy to study AAA!! tml muz really start. wed's the test. boooo. no hols.

[fuck]

nonono. nth to do with me fucking anybody. but a string of fucked up events happened.

1. i woke up late at 9.45am today, when i was supposed to meet sher and marisa in sch at 10am. lucky sher msg-ed me and i woke up. have to take a cab down. $10 gone.

2. BLOODY HELL MOFO IDIOT FILTHY RICH SPOILT BRAT CLARA-I-DUNNO-HER-SURNAME DAMAGED BEAK'S BELOVED LAPTOP. apparently beak passed her laptop to her for EC proj while she is in our class making up for AAA. and that fucker bloody hell told beak her laptop cannot start up and blamed her laptop. shit her right. im condemning her. fuck.

3. saw serene(tan) at canteen1 yest when i go back sch from town to do proj. she's from sp. i wonder why she's in np. and den i saw her sitting with kah ong william and gang BEHIND me. and as i turned ard, i realised chunyi was directly behind me. and im sure vic saw me. they didnt say hi to me, or acknowledge their presence there. lim chunyi, mind u. even serene, not a close friend of mine, bothered to say hi to me and even bye to me when they were gg off. and FYI, they were all gg Halo Bar to support Alan to build up the bar's poor reputation. fucking disappointed with her. i wonder wad will happen to our friendship.

4. hmmm. i waited 20mins for 99 after gg essential brew juz now! bloody long. thus i missed my show. pui.

ok lah. not a string lah. 4 lor. hmmm. and it's finally friday today!! the much anticipated, urm, or rather, eh, dreaded day arrived. IEF presentation!! qi gave me a power hug b4 tt! haha. i started the whole presentation. erm. damn nervous at 1st. but after tt ok lah. my placards were shaking. lol. we cannot answer ms wong's qns. but she commented. quite pleased with it, although we didnt elaborate enuf. hehehehe. so relieved now. at least not so stress now. next up, AAA CT2 on wed. haven touch on it yet.

and i put on makeup today for the presentation!!! ha. so fun. but now my face is kinda itchy. hahha. and i took lots of pics too! at essential brew and b4 the presentati

on! haha. invited wierd stares the whole day lah. in sch and outside. ---------> sher looks wierd
with her, erm, eyeliner. she'll kill me.






















me,kaishi,jx and qi. at EB.











camera shy.

[...]

came up to blog while waiting for sher and marisa to come back from their spanish class. anyway, went to watch Charlie and the choco factory with the storytelling class at 10am. got a free taxi ride to Lido as we shared a cab with the teacher. hahaha. very very nice show! haha. as nice as the storybook!! love it. but Lido7 was like, so bloody small and old lah. dun like the atmosphere there. that means i caught the 1st official show today! haha. 8bucks. nice.

didnt really slp yest nite. did the sotrytelling stuff. didnt have to present in the end. caught a flu or cold or whatever shit yest night again. sneezed my night out. hmm. managed to catch an hour of slp in the end.

have to continue doing IEF later. tml's the presentation!! so nervous+afriad. dammit. hope i dun stammer and mumble and talk softly tml. bless me ppl. bless me.

[new skin!]

woohoo. new skin again (= not very satisfied with the previous one lah. so yeah. (= this is plain. good.

S: 4 more days to IEF presentation. wobbly legs and trembling voice. the thought of it send chills down my spine. eeeeeeeek. so fucking scary. im having a minor sore throat now. what if i cannot project my voice tt day? what if we cannot answer ms wong's questions? what if, what if. it's so so scary lah. presentation phobia.

still rushing for projects. OM down today. fucking last min. hmmm. ief this fri :S
we need 48 hours a day. 8hrs of sch, 5 hrs for proj daily, and 3 hrs of surfing online. and den the rest for sleeping and leisure. wahahah. how good is tt.

i need slp ))= haven't been sleeping well lately. not enuf slp. average 6 hrs a day? no. sometimes 4 hrs a day. i also want to study hard. for my GPA of >3.o . i can do it! wahahaha.

Moving out Part II

i declare: i cannot stand my mother and tt bitch already. i can kill both of them anytime. grrrrrrrrrrr. let me share my story;

today's my aunt's bday. initially i was supposed to go to my grnadma's hse for dinner after proj. but my mum told me to come back home instead. ok. went to buy ief presentation stuff after proj at 4. tried on blazers and stuffs and bought the blazer. and den took cab to BL shopping centre for heels. i bought one there and den to jp for my blouse and sher's and qi's heels. since their feet were big so we have to shop ard longer. by the time we all finish shopping, it was ard 7+ or 8. so i rush back home, only to see leftover crabs of parts i dun like to eat, and alot of fish i dun like and a chicken wing, and some vege, and some soup. AND BLOODY HELL MY MUM HIT ME ON MY ARM THE MOMENT I REACH HOME, and purposely did tt in front of my grandma. @#$%^&*( fuck her ok! knnbccb. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

went kitchen for dinner. aunt was washing dishes, and quite alot of ppl were in the kitchen. and den again, SHE PURPOSELY SHOUTED AT ME IN THE KITCHEN. but of cos, i shouted back at her and den i won. bloody hell. im starting to hate this family more and more.

so, i've decided that, i muz move out b4 23yrs old instead of 25. i cannot fucking stand my mother and my sister already. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i can kill them if they irritate me more. im gg to revenge. juz they wait.

*chants* WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF.....

spent my precious saturday in canteen1. didnt get to watch project superstar in the noon. did part b of OM. hmmmm. gotta meet up tml again for the last part and den go bt timah plaza see blazers. hmm.. dammit my mum said she dun have money to lend me after the filter was installed in my kitchen today. sigh. gotta ask from dad tml.

anyway, went bugis after sch. looked ard for formals and blazers. no luck. either too expensive, or it's on sale. not very nice. still stuck with Dano in the end. gotta get the blouse if i didnt see any nice ones. hmmm. shopped for heels too. hmmm. cannot get too. tml gotta buy everything. hmmm. i cannot wear pointed ones!!! my walking suck with tt. haha. went to alot of places today. bugis, citylink,suntec,raffles city. booooooooo.

on our way to bugis on 61, a couple with an ard 3yr old kid boarded the bus. and den i slept. and den when i woke up, i thought he looked cute (i mean the kid lah) and den suddenly, he screamed and cried like nobody's business. screamed. and den we concluded. dun give birth to one if u dun have a car. such a shame on the parents to have their kid screaming on the bus. bloody irritating. grrrrrr. and his parents did nth to deal with his screamings! omg. sher would have went up to slap the child i guess. how irritating.

so sleepy. didnt get enuf slp recently. hmmm. when can i not set the alarm clock??

[]

got back 4 out of 5 common test papers up till now. sucky results i can say. very sucky. my 1st time feeling not too gd abt my results though. didnt put in enuf effort.

EC- 61/100
AAA-66/100
OM-60/100
IEF-52.5/100
PMKT-?

sigh. kinda sad lah. seems like tb05 is getting stronger in terms of their sch work. so my results are relatively very,very weak. no retests though. phew. gotta study hard, i promise. no more Cs this sem!!! im working on it. and at least a 3 for GPA?

hmmm. IEF presentation next fri. :S so scaryyyyyyy. bastards' grp presented today. wahahaha. screwed man. and yeah, his AD for IEF is gone, gone, gone. mourn for him peeps. boooo. so i say, dun yield such a high expectation when u cannot do it lah. see, now cannot do it already lor. how sad :( haiz. lucky my aim is only a B. hahaha.

gotta do proj over the weekends >.< OM, den IEF, den EC, den marketing. hmmm. den final exams. and den it's money-earning time! wooohooo.

[]

got back 4 out of 5 common test papers up till now. sucky results i can say. very sucky. my 1st time feeling not too gd abt my results though. didnt put in enuf effort.

EC- 61/100
AAA-66/100
OM-60/100
IEF-52.5/100
PMKT-?

sigh. kinda sad lah. seems like tb05 is getting stronger in terms of their sch work. so my results are relatively very,very weak. no retests though. phew. gotta study hard, i promise. no more Cs this sem!!! im working on it. and at least a 3 for GPA?

hmmm. IEF presentation next fri. :S so scaryyyyyyy. bastards' grp presented today. wahahaha. screwed man. and yeah, his AD for IEF is gone, gone, gone. mourn for him peeps. boooo. so i say, dun yield such a high expectation when u cannot do it lah. see, now cannot do it already lor. how sad :( haiz. lucky my aim is only a B. hahaha.

gotta do proj over the weekends >.< OM, den IEF, den EC, den marketing. hmmm. den final exams. and den it's money-earning time! wooohooo.

[]

Moving Out
my target is to move out b4 25yrs old, with a reason everyone knows. i cannot stand my sister. i need to move out in order to like home. im running away from home, as in, haha. not that runaway lah. but im avoiding my home. coming home after 7pm, staying in my room all the time, slp, wake up early morning and off i go. mainly coming home juz to slp. im NOT avoiding my home, but my sister of cos. all she talks is crap. rubbish. nonsense. whatever. all in all, i hate her. i loathe her. i cannot stand the sight of her. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. how i wish i only have to live with my dad. that'll be great. i dun have to see my mum and tt fucking sister. no more avoiding of home. no more hotel-like home.

therefore, at 25 yrs old, i hope i can move out to live alone. mayb rent a one-room condo? aha. so i can slp naked. wahahhaah. bringing man home will be more convenient (kidding). anyway, i AM independent. i can cook, clean the hse, tidy the hse(although i wun), wash clothes, and of cos slp on my own. IF i earn quite abit, i can even buy a car. how cool is tt. can chill out with kaiqi and gang till after midnight without having to take cab home. hahah. and i can keep a dog!! golden retriever. so tt fucking sister is so afraid that she wun come my hse. anyway i wun let her in even without a dog. but i can get lazy at times, so mayb the hse will be very untidy and dirty. but who cares? i live alone. bring my retired dad(by then) out for 'yum cha' without the 2 of them. drive him ard. maybe i can get a two-seater so i can have excuses not to bring the 2 of them out.

Mark my words. i will study hard now. maybe i will go be an air stewardess. maybe maybe maybe. hmmmmmmmmmmm.

My Uncle
anyway, my 6-yr-old cousin is going nanyang pri sch. i cannot understand why my bankrupt uncle still insists on letting his children go to that sch. what is wrong with neighbourhood schs?? let his son go in, and be inferior that his dad is a bankrupt who drives a taxi to repay his debts to the banks. his dad who lives under ppl's roof(my roof) and rented his 6 room flat to pay debts. be inferior to kids who live at Bt Timah and andrew rd and all the whatever private housing.
struggle with the debts while paying $80 for his kids' sch bus fee. i bet meimei will also go nyss. WHAT'S THE FUCKING BIG DEAL WITH THAT SCH? HUH? sch fees expensive, and it's quite far from here. why cant he juz go rulang? or xingnan? sigh. i remember he and his jailbird wife used to donate money and did voluntary work so that his eldest son can go to tt sch, at tt time when they were still rich.

snobbish,arrogant,self-centered. he used to earn a 5-digits sum of salary a mth. exec insurance agent. travelled round the world. jailbird wife ate up the $200 he gave her to pass to my grandma for yrs. see his family once a yr during CNY only. him and his jailbird wife used to drive a car each. YET, suddenly, everything changed. his jailbird wife conned almost all his insurance clients of their hard-earned money. conned her own mother's, my grandma's his friends and even my parents'. conned $50k from my parents. my dad suddenly aged alot. his hard-earned money for yrs was gone overnight. his jailbird wife still didnt confess abt where the money have gone to. jailed for 3+yrs. still serving now. leaving my uncle to pay the debts and us helping them to tend the kids.

WTF.

[fish&co]

yey! new skin! haha. anyway, ief projects sucks. i think we failed the synopsis. hmmm. presentation is next fri. and den OM to be submitted on monday. hmmm.

me and qi didnt have to do proj yest. so we went town to shop for my sandals. wahah! bought brazil havaianas trekking for $40. comfy. and den kaiqi bought a puma bag. arrrrrr. broke again.

hahaha. got nth to blog lah. stuck in project room now doing ief. hmmmm. sch is making me maddddddddddd.

[.]

ohohoh it's high time to update yah? hmmm was desparately looking for another skin for this blog. cos beak says it's lagging very badly. anyway, CT's over! phew. think will be getting back papers this coming week. sigh. projects are dueing very soon. week 10,11 and 12? hmmm.

went to town finally after 2+weeks on friday after paper. got an OP shirt to go with my berms. and im like, so fucking broke? hp bill $90 (incl. 30bucks from previous mth i owe SH) and my posb account not left with much, i have to control my spending. how bad. have to forget abt getting my ipod mini b4 attachment. and august babies are sucking my money up!! LOL.

went essential brew on sat nite. how cool. ditching coffee club for essential brew now. all (i think) of their food have a certain amt of tea essence inside. which is like, wow. a must-try for tea-lovers. the vanilla obssession which is earl grey and vanilla ice cream is nice! i had Dance of Tea. very nice choco drink with tea. tofu steak,brownies(!!!) and salad. and calamari rings and apple crumble. all these adds up to $50!! nice chill-out place. woooooo. good recommendation,shir.

went marina sq today!!! hahaha. to get fan wei qi's autograph on her CD to give to kaiqi as her present. hahaha. quite little ppl. less than 100? but she got her die-hard taiwanese fans there. kns we sat behind this taiwan fan i suppose. fat guy. den he squeeze and sat in front of us, showing us his fleshy and fatty ass.. as in.. u noe? 50cent hole? ahah. disgusting. anyway, she's friendly too!! shook hands with me and said byebye to me. haha. nice songs. gotta rip from kaiqi. wahhaha. anyway, went to have Carls' jr for a meal with jx! omg. had Double Western Bacon Cheeseburger or smth like that lah the burger title. and i changed the fries to chilli cheese fries. $12.30. freaking nice fastfood. we shared of cos. so freaking full! hahaha. nice fries. nice burger. nice bacon. woooooooooo.

:s school is starting tml. not tt we had a holiday, but we relaxed for the weekends mah. hmmm. school sucks! arghhhhh.

[pmkt]

ief is over! omg. okie. hmmm. watching project superstar now. omg! derrick and leon sang so well today. hmmm. im lost in thoughts. forgot what i wanted to blog about. hmm. anyway. tml's pmkt and fri's ec!! and den can slack abit. den pia ief presentation.hmmm.

i cannot fucking stand my sister man. haiz. she actually 'chatted' with sher instead of telling her she's not me. -__- juz now when i came back home. she actually told my mum that i bought a bikini. WTF. when the hell i bought a bikini?!!?!?! im not like her with lots of time to spare. i didnt visit sentosa for like half a yr already!! sigh. that's my bra lah. she cannot fucking differentiate it. how stupid can she get?!?!?!?!? omg. she actually opened my wardrobe. fuck her. i dunno wad more adjectives to use on her lah. idiot,stupid whatever. what if my child got her IQ next time? oh no. haiz. fucking stupid man. and cos of her im running away from home. i go to sch early and come back home late. juz to avoid her. and she cannot fucking settle down and find a job. what's wrong with her?!?!?! since it's hard to find a job den get her fucking ass settled down and find a job seriously!! does she think her $1000+ in her bank is big?!

she's.. dumb lah. haiz. can vomit blood. if next time my kid is like that. i will throw him/her down the building. live for what?!?! all she does is wake up in the morning, settle her ass on the sofa and watch tv till dunno what time. i come back home 12hrs later and she's still with it. ta ma de lah. dunno why the fucking hell i got this kinda sister. can i like, strangle her to death? and i will be the onli child? sianed. the amt of conversation she have with my 11-yr-old cousin per day is like, the amt i talk to her for a mth. or mayb 3 mths. i dun talk to her now. i snap at her.

btw, a bird came by my room and shitted on my laptop and table. maybe 2 birds. lucky it's not white. it LS-ed i think. green green one. yuck. i forgot to close the windows. shit.

[aaaaaaaaa]

one paper down finally. phew. but i dun think i did well for AAA. so careless. haiz. anyway. so busy busy and busy. right after last paper, EC, on next friday, gotta pia for IEF presentation. hmm. and den, right after presentation, gotta pia for OM's project. some healthy chef thing. and den, right after OM, it's 2 aug. auspicious day. hope i wun have to do re-test for IEF. and den it's national day. and den AAA CT2. and den kaiqi's bday!!! and den dunno what will happen in b/w. prolly PMKT proj and EC proj due. and den marisa's and beak's bday!! and den final exams. and den attachment. -_____________- so damn busy. and so damn broke. hmmm.

i want a swatch!! dun think fossil suits me. i want tt olive green one i saw at OG. $123 bucks. hmmmmmm. and ipod mini. can get it for $300 at staff price from jx's fren. but still so broke. how? gotta pia for OM paper on monday. god bless me.

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today i learnt a new function in Blogger. it is called Add Image. i guess i dun have to have to use Picasa anymore. how wonderful. let me try out by inserting my family picture i took on friday.

anyway my body still ache. im wondering what is happening to my body. body aching. but im nt having a fever. juz a lil sore throat. hmmm. anyway, the skin on nose is 'broken' lol. albeit my malfunctioning body, i ate lotttttttssssss of food today. chicken porridge for brunch, and den mee soto, and goreng pisang and curry puff and tutu kueh(3) and a small porridge and chee cheong fun and also hot tea and coke with salt from mac. omg. and im still hungry now. O_o

3 more days to AAA. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA. SUCKS.

[sick]

i guess im gg to be sick. was having a bad cold yesterday and sneezed non-stop till i fell asleep, and den woke up with a painful nose today. woke up with an aching body too. i cannot sneeze, cannot laugh, cannot bend down. no choice but to wake up and go mac to study IEF. fell so weak now. quite feverish. dieeeeeeeee.

i dun want to be sickkkkkkkk. argh. anyway, sher was telling me abt The ONE campaign thing in the US. abt making poverty history. abt the white band costing US$1 each. how meaningful. how gd if sg also have this campaign. (sg only have the tsunami relief band,which concerns sg)
see lah, now we have to import the bands.

ief is killing me. so is pmkt. everything sucks at this point of time.

im going to dedicate this post to my dad. but b4 this. i wana talk abt the London bomb thing.


Al-Queda bombed london subway and a double decker bus yest. it happened so suddenly. ppl were rushing for work in the morning. i can imagine. 9am. our mrt is packed with commuters gg to work. den suddenly this kinda thing happen. how sad...


pm lee says dun get affected by this. my foot. how to dun get affected when terrorists are everywhere. urghhhhhhhhhhhhh. drop a bomb here and we will all die.


grace lost her laptop today )= we muz be careful of our laptops in canteen 1. skillful theives ard.


back to my dad. yeah. today's his 54th birthday. [= my favourite family member.

my character resembles his side of family.
but that mother of mine keep complaining that i got their bad attitude.
but im their child! of cos my character resembles one of them.
me and my dad belongs to a 'country'my sister and my mum another.
i am proud to resemble my dad.
however, we're both shy. traditional chinese family.
we dun say 'i love you' to one another. we show it.
i wanted to take a picture with him juz now so much, but im shy, juz like him.
in the end, only took a family shot.
he beamed when my sister told him i bought a cake for him.
i love tt beam. had dinner downstairs juz now. it's been a longg longgggg time since we have dinner as a family.
i came home earlier today juz for his bday. if is that 2 women, i wun even care.
i love my dad ((=


happy bday,dad.

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tired )= skipped AAA and went EC at 11am juz now. den all of us went down to five star to sign tt paper and den went town to shop for jon's present. sigh. b4 tt, mich was commenting abt giving presents to our classmates at five star. was quite shocked tt she actually said tt jon dun really deserve to get present from her, juz becos he didnt give her present on her bday. she call this 'li shang wang lai'. sigh. and she said he didnt do any significant things to make her feel smth. sigh. how selfish can ppl get. i mean, cant she see that jon have been doing all the 'patching up' of class stuff? argh i dunno. though i dun have much word with jon, everyone can see tt he's a great guy who deserves better present than anyone else does. anyway, me and sher somehow feel tt she also meant tt we are not getting our presents from her for our bday, since we didnt give her any. /=

read beak's blog juz now. abt chinese and english language. hmmm. yeah. who says chinese is a low class language? screw those ppl who say that. although s'pore's common medium is english, it's not low class to speak chinese isnt it? wad's wrong? the reason for me speaking chinese was because i can converse it better than english. are my english that bad? hmmm. i dunno. but i feel more confident speaking chinese lah. but i am not interested in the Chinese history, and i hate Chinese from China. i am singaporean chinese. it's a disgrace to mention tt i am a quarter China Chinese. (my real maternal grandpa was from china. and if he's still alive, he will be 100+yrs old)

let me share to u all abt my grandpa from china. why he shld be so old when my mum is not yet 50? not a long story, but he had a family in china. his first wife was from china. and his children, living in china, is 70+ now. old enuf to be my grandpa. and den ancestors 'piao yang guo hai' and reached nanyang, and he met my grandma. and they got married den bore a string of kids. my mum was the sixth. and suprisingly,coincidentally, my dad was also the sixth out of 15 siblings.

i am forever so fated with china chinese in sg one. without fail. haiz. how sad life can get )=

ief is due in 2 days' time. and we haven finish. omg.

ha. exam blues. this whole weekend i went nowhere,did nth. argh. so sian. hmm saturday was stuck in sch till 6 for our ief proj. den went home. ))= sch's ice cream jinx me i guess. 1st time i eat, i got food poisoning. den i didnt dare to buy for half a yr. and den i bought the paddle pop on sat. i LS twice. -_- T_T >.< =P why muz this kinda thing happen to me? im supposed to be strong and highly immuned and i've got high metabolic rate according to beak! ha. wad's happening to me.

this fri's ief proj due. den we'll go on a one-week holiday for study break. and den AAA starts on fri. and the rest i dunno already. wad a persimistic entry )=

wahahaha. sunday. went to qi's hse in the noon after getting enuf 10hrs slp. wanted to do OM but made a futile attempt. dilly-dally-ed till dinner time den ate hor fun. haha. nice (= thanks for her ah ma's treat. and den i came home. whole day feeling so freaking warm. omg. scratching here and there. ha.

this whole week gotta pia ief i guess. and tt spastic EC. argh.

[(=]

ha ha ha. im stuck in sch now, on a saturday noon for ief. sucks. anyway, ha. went to shi kang jun's mini concert at lt26 yest evening. coool. nice vocals of his. sher met her enemy!! haha. how cheena. hmm. and den after tt me, jx and qi went clementi for dinner and den went kbox for a singing session. wooooo. 10-3am. ha. took a midnight cab back home. bloody hell that stupid cab driver keep using the 'accelarating-braking' skill to drive. arghhhhh. anyway we had fun at kbox la. sore throat now.

gotta continue with my proj now. bye.

[))=]

everybody's so stressed up recently. so much so that 24hrs are not enuf for us! omg. we need like, 48hrs? so we can study and get busy for 40hrs and slp 8 hrs. thanks to joanne who sent us her version of synopsis, at least we were enlightened and from there we can do smth. better than sitting in front of lappy dunno wad to type. haiz.

so sad. ))=. so moody. everyone's so moody. so busy. so screwed-up.

THANKS TO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC. thank u ar, my dear school.

thanks to MOE for that fucking screwed implementation of gg to start poly early. WHY CANT WE ALL START SCH IN JULY??? WHAT'S THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM?!!?!?!? START IN JULY WILL DIE??? WE WILL DIEEEEEEE! FUCK!

i guess it's time to let me volunteer and be the 1st case. and den u all can appeal and protest.

[)=]

i think i can die any moment. my lack of breath is getting from bad to worse. )= not a gd sign. and ms wong yoke kuan is making it worst. guess wad? we tot we were the luckiest ones to have our tutorial on friday, the last to submit our synopsis. but guess what??? she emailed us and she shifted the fri lesson to monday! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg*chants*

like wtf?!?!?!?! freaking 9-11am on monday!!! how the hell are we gg to finish that bloody 2 page full synopsis???? omgomgomgomgomgomgomg. can dieeeeeeeeeeeeee.

anyway, school suck this week. we gotta stay back everyday after sch for this bloody proj. arghhhh. so tired. arghhhhhh. dunno when den can watch movies. argh. my initial D. War of the Worlds. argh. so screwed. screwed.

[(=]

(= happy saturday. slept till 1pm and sat in front of my desktop with marie biscuits and a cup of milk. was chatting with cheryl rebecca and qi til 4+. and we didnt noe where to go. met up with qi and we decided to go tiong bahru for dinner!!! omg. was anticipating it so anxiously. and tadah! it came today. walked a long round there when it's like 5mins walk from the mrt? haha. we had the cantonese porridge. woooooooooooooooo damn nice. smooth and not-so-salty. had nice desserts after tt. im gg to try all the food there one day. looks so nice. and i like the atmosphere! lots of cantonese there!

and afterwhich we decided to spring beak a surprise! she wasnt in gd mood recently hence we thot of gg her hse there and surprise her with our acts. we bought chocos for her to cheer her up too (=

took nel to serangoon. worst experience ever. walked to the interchange and it was like. souless. there was onli abt 20 ppl ard in that interchange. and onli a few buses ard. worse still, the ppl there walks so freaking slow!!!!!! we were shivering while waiting for the bus to come. no wonder beak walks so slow. serangoon is a slow town.

reached serangoon garden finally. we tot that beak wasnt ard when we didnt see the lights on downstairs. haha. and she didnt pick up my 7 missed calls. lucky i saved her hse no. and called. hahahah. and den we went coffee bean to chill. talked till 12am and den my dad fetched us back home. half an hr. how fast.

i hope our surprise cheers u up. every problems will have their solution (((((=

[sighhhhhhhh]

God is unfair. Why muz ppl have problems?? and it's not 1 or 2 problems. it's hell lots of problems. does priblems make one grow wiser? or mature? or wad? gives us grey hair? why muz we have problems? why cant human lead some free-from-troubles life and die without any regret or wadsoever?

First friend A and den Friend B. both are impt frens. friend A had problems with her closest fren while friend B.. hmm.. was quite stressed lately and had a lil' prob with her closest fren too. life hasn't been smooth for us i guess. we cannot cope with our lives now. we were being separated from friend A and that leaves with me,B and C. sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

talked to qi at 3am yest. was talking abt this issue and we both cried and prayed silently. we noe the feeling when u are having problems with ur closest fren, we noe how it feels when u are stressed and have no one to turn to. i guess its time for 5 of us to chill out tgt one day. =/

my eyes are swollen from the crying now. lousy eyes. how am i going to take a picture and make ez-link now? haha. sianed. went down to golden mile yest to five stars for the attachment issue. met the boss and we all talked abt having to work as part-time after attachment. great. now we can have spare cash. met up with qi in town after discussing proj stuff in bugis. went ard shopping and den went PS for pastamania. went holland v for nydc mudpie after tt (= and den took cab home. arrr. great way to end the weekdays.

[1st entry]

guys, i've finally closed down the previous blog and set up this blog. oh my. apparently one bitch in my hse intruded my privacy and used my beloved laptop. and i also want to keep this blog a very personal one. so you all muz be honoured that irevealed this address to u all ok!


oh my god. god hasnt been fair to me after all. last monday, i overslept and took a cab down to sch. 10bucks gone. today, i lost my ez-link on bus while on my way to sch. how unlucky. went back clementi interchange to ask. nobody returned ))= hope that person falls down if he uses my ez-link. now, 20bucks gone. arghhhhhh. how angry,how sad.

loads of projects piled up. but we haven start a single shit. arghhh. monday bluessss. anyway, i managed to find some articles on the IEF topic. phew. there's EC,OM,PMKT(i think),IEF,and man&machines. kns. so manyyyyyy. and exams are so near us. how stress.