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tired )= skipped AAA and went EC at 11am juz now. den all of us went down to five star to sign tt paper and den went town to shop for jon's present. sigh. b4 tt, mich was commenting abt giving presents to our classmates at five star. was quite shocked tt she actually said tt jon dun really deserve to get present from her, juz becos he didnt give her present on her bday. she call this 'li shang wang lai'. sigh. and she said he didnt do any significant things to make her feel smth. sigh. how selfish can ppl get. i mean, cant she see that jon have been doing all the 'patching up' of class stuff? argh i dunno. though i dun have much word with jon, everyone can see tt he's a great guy who deserves better present than anyone else does. anyway, me and sher somehow feel tt she also meant tt we are not getting our presents from her for our bday, since we didnt give her any. /=

read beak's blog juz now. abt chinese and english language. hmmm. yeah. who says chinese is a low class language? screw those ppl who say that. although s'pore's common medium is english, it's not low class to speak chinese isnt it? wad's wrong? the reason for me speaking chinese was because i can converse it better than english. are my english that bad? hmmm. i dunno. but i feel more confident speaking chinese lah. but i am not interested in the Chinese history, and i hate Chinese from China. i am singaporean chinese. it's a disgrace to mention tt i am a quarter China Chinese. (my real maternal grandpa was from china. and if he's still alive, he will be 100+yrs old)

let me share to u all abt my grandpa from china. why he shld be so old when my mum is not yet 50? not a long story, but he had a family in china. his first wife was from china. and his children, living in china, is 70+ now. old enuf to be my grandpa. and den ancestors 'piao yang guo hai' and reached nanyang, and he met my grandma. and they got married den bore a string of kids. my mum was the sixth. and suprisingly,coincidentally, my dad was also the sixth out of 15 siblings.

i am forever so fated with china chinese in sg one. without fail. haiz. how sad life can get )=

ief is due in 2 days' time. and we haven finish. omg.