[pmkt]

ief is over! omg. okie. hmmm. watching project superstar now. omg! derrick and leon sang so well today. hmmm. im lost in thoughts. forgot what i wanted to blog about. hmm. anyway. tml's pmkt and fri's ec!! and den can slack abit. den pia ief presentation.hmmm.

i cannot fucking stand my sister man. haiz. she actually 'chatted' with sher instead of telling her she's not me. -__- juz now when i came back home. she actually told my mum that i bought a bikini. WTF. when the hell i bought a bikini?!!?!?! im not like her with lots of time to spare. i didnt visit sentosa for like half a yr already!! sigh. that's my bra lah. she cannot fucking differentiate it. how stupid can she get?!?!?!?!? omg. she actually opened my wardrobe. fuck her. i dunno wad more adjectives to use on her lah. idiot,stupid whatever. what if my child got her IQ next time? oh no. haiz. fucking stupid man. and cos of her im running away from home. i go to sch early and come back home late. juz to avoid her. and she cannot fucking settle down and find a job. what's wrong with her?!?!?! since it's hard to find a job den get her fucking ass settled down and find a job seriously!! does she think her $1000+ in her bank is big?!

she's.. dumb lah. haiz. can vomit blood. if next time my kid is like that. i will throw him/her down the building. live for what?!?! all she does is wake up in the morning, settle her ass on the sofa and watch tv till dunno what time. i come back home 12hrs later and she's still with it. ta ma de lah. dunno why the fucking hell i got this kinda sister. can i like, strangle her to death? and i will be the onli child? sianed. the amt of conversation she have with my 11-yr-old cousin per day is like, the amt i talk to her for a mth. or mayb 3 mths. i dun talk to her now. i snap at her.

btw, a bird came by my room and shitted on my laptop and table. maybe 2 birds. lucky it's not white. it LS-ed i think. green green one. yuck. i forgot to close the windows. shit.