oooh! long time no update. hahah. 4 days! sch term kinda ended on fri. no more lessons except for IS the next week! hooray! i can start my revision finally!

was watching Homerun and qi told me there's words beyond the meaning behind the scene where those kids were fighting over the well water. it's actually abt the row between sg and m'sia. and also, the part where the kids were quarrelling over wad their teachers taught them and not taught them, and were shouting 'bai jiao' all over. also abt sg and m'sia lor. abt this reclaimed land or the sea or wadever lah. hmm. jack neo is brilliant.

and den switched over to waych 'going home' <---- direct translation lah. on channel u. holy shit freaking goddamn nice show!!!! omg. and i actually missed the 1st hour cos or homerun. pui. abt this ah ma and her grandson. those village life. arrrrrr. goddamn nice!!! and the whole show is dedicated to all grandmothers!! awwwwww... i missed the KFC part. but there's this part when the boy's 'gameboy' ran out of batteries and he insisted his grandma on buying batteries. but she's quite poor there and harvested her pumpkins and sold it at the market. the boy wanted to buy this shoes at 2300won. and she buys for him.

and the boy refused to take the same bus home with ah ma when he saw the girl he liked on bus. apparently this ah ma went back to buy batteries and placed it back into the gameboy. and she wrapped it up along with 2000won and gave it to him. he cried when he opened the gift. and den taught his ah ma how to write 'i miss you' and 'im sick' in korean as she cannot speak, dumb. so the only way she can contact him is to write. but she dunno how to write. the night b4 he's gg home he drew many pictures of his ah ma on cards and gave it to his ah ma. awwwwww i was crying so badly lah.

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so touchingggggggg.

[zzz]

mkting tutor slept while we were presenting our hard work today. slept while other groups were presenting too. like wtf. WE MUST COMPLAIN!! why?? i hate individualist. tml's storytelling. sick and tired of reaching sch at 8am. sigh. exams are near. i've yet to start anything. double sigh. i need to exercise. getting fatter =(

Today is a rainy day.
I was in school doing my marketing project with my groupmates.
I am very cold today.. brrrrrrr.
My mum opened my letter.. again.
I still hates my sister.
Tomorrow's marketing presentation.
I am not very nervous now, but tml i will.
I want to go for a jog tml.
Sigh. Final exams coming soon.


diamonds are women's best friend. Bling Bling.

Listening to: David Powter- Bad Day
nice song! topped p10's chart!

In school now pia-ing project. mkting. Ec's done. going to 5 stars for attachment. lol.

note: shir!! if u are reading this! rmb to self source ar! if not you sure will kena tuas one ok! lol.

dammit lots of ppl in the class gg CBD area. hmmm. kpt bias lah. bleah.

have been eating lots of tea leaf eggs recently. unhealthy eh. hmmm. i put on 3kg!!! have been eating alot alot alot alot alot alot recently. who wana go jog?? we go jog tgt! lol.

spent the weekends in sch. boooo. went to soo kee jewellery yest with sher to pose as customer to ask them qns. haha. damn paiseh. i was in berms and tee and sher with reebok shorts! and hang ten tee. omg. and they actually bothered to entertain us. hmmm.

i suck at literature stuffs. serious. i couldn't get the gist of wad the play is talking abt. went for this $4.80/ticket stage play, or rather, musical, at convention hall juz now. storytelling lah! sigh. den went in and slept awhile. den finally got interval. den me,qi and Hanyang ran away. hahaha. saw Kenrick on our way to bus stop too. LOL. cannot understand lah. but the PSF ppl sang quite well, though alot are malays. it was full hse man. there were VIPs too. hmmm. seriously dunno wad they talking abt. they were like speaking greek to me. hahaha.

anyway, gotta go for a prepatory workshop for attachment on beak's bday. >.< sounds bored leh. muz be asking us to behave lah, blah blah blah. sigh. np wants to drain us dry. dun even have time to start study for exams. ahahah. still got mkting muz pia. booooooo.

gotta go sch for mkting tml. den gg for qi's sister's harmonica band concert. i will understand it of cos. haha.

kelvin and kelly are going into the finals. sigh. quite sad to see junyang go lah. hmm. but seeing him hugging his family reminded me that joining this kinda contest stuff will surely bond the whole family tgt. hmmm. i want weijian lah. haha.

went for BA Conference yest. HR,Marketing,Service and Tourism. Marketing presented the best. but im still gg for tourism i guess. more fun lah. haiz. HR and Service mgmt were very very bored. i can foresee myself failing if i ever go into one of these 2.

sianzor. life still sucks. storytelling sucks. final proj how? and mkting. haven start. EC stuck. arrrrrrrrr let me go jump down man. gotta go do ief and AAA lah. pui. ciaos.

just came back from BL shopping centre not long ago with my parents. my dad's boss asked him to buy the 'zhong yuan' food u see. so we went to NTUC. the shopping feel is great when u dun have to use ur own money to shop man. haiz. anyway, we skipped AAA and OM lecture and also the BA Conference talk today. quite excited about tml's talk though. haha. no lessons.

came back home in taxi with qi after gg bt timah shopping centre. watched video tapes and den took a nap till 7pm. wonderful.

went to essential brew with beak sher and qi yest. fun,fun,fun. hope to go there more often. i muz accumulate $200 for the VIP card! haha. gotta pia mkting and EC this whole week liao. gotta wear formal again for mkting. booooo.

i cannot understand 'stairway to heaven' leh. i think watch CSI better. but i hate malay subtitles. wahahah.

[steamboat]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIQI!!!!!!

muack muack muack! everybody is turning 18... sigh. im the last lah. hahaha.

whahaha. went to marina south's 'roadside ma la hotpot' yest with yan,jx and qi. to celebrate her bday of cos. hmm. very nice. too good a service. and we even got chauffered back to marina bay! cool. very nice pig liver and prawns, the 'hua tiao' chicken soup was the best. we dun like the ma la one though. went off at ard 8+ or 9pm. lol. den we went clementi kbox. and den we sang till 3am. fun day.

dragged myself up at 10+am today. and den dragged myself to sch for proj. we managed to complete the 5 workshops for EC but still got troubleshoots. sigh. headache,headache.

sch still suck. EC gg to due soon, mkting 10 more days to go but haven even started, and final exams less than 1 mth away!! i muz start studying now for my 3.X GPA. muhahahahaha.

[...]

juz woke up from my nap not long ago. was damn sleepy today man. slept at 3am after thrashing session with cy yest. and woke up at 6.30am. and slept all the way to sch. kinda screwed up role-play compared to the others. haha. nvm.

thrashing session. yes. sigh. over msn only lah. we were telling her wad we were unhappy abt. and yeah, she defended it.

after sch went to town for lunch. and den walked ard. was freaking sleepy, as though i can fall asleep while walking. walked to wheelock and sat at the bench near M&S. we saw xiaxue!! haha. one glance only lah. she saw us! haha. and den we fall asleep on the bench, and preeeetending we were waiting for a friend. haha. and den took bus home lah. slept all the way too.

sigh. no life. how bored. even gg to town is so bored. boooo. anyway, we're gg to 'roadside hotpot' to celebrate qi's bday tml! ahah. how fun. i wonder she's going or not. hmmmm.

[AAA]

np suck. national day is not a holiday for me, or rather, us. AAA test on wed. i hate kathryn tan. and i juz realise, she have an act cute name lah. so old already, still call Kathryn. cannot call katherine meh? why kathryn? eeeeeeee...

anyway im typing this while taking a break from Partnership2. pui. sianz man. hmm. had swensens' banana split with sher and qi after sch at west mall. nice (= orchard's and jp's suck, but west mall's good! lol. $4+ only. cheap. gossiped all the way lah, as usual. sher is talkative. wahahaha. and it's an embarassing day for her!! lol. still got 2 with me!! i help her safekeep. wahaahahahahahaha.

anyway, HAPPY 40TH NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!! no time to watch fireworks this time, next year!!! i will win the tickets!

[crabs!]

crabs! so yummy. went to qi's place. wanted to study AAA initially. but we wrote storytelling script in the end. woohoo. to revamp the Charlie and teh choco factory genre. changed it to a crime thing in the end. evil wonka. wahahah. took us abt 1+hr for tt. and den slacked and watched tv. hahah. recharged myself this weekend.

dinner time! we went downstairs and bought 1 chilli crab at $15. and seafood fried rice. how yummy. wahahhaa. nice! although ex lah. and now our fingers are smelly. >.<

yummy crabs!

[chinatown]

came back from chinatown! haha. chinatown trip today. slacked and rested at home till evening. den me and qi suddenly we got craving for 'long wall' porridge. so we met up and took 174 to chinatown. bloody long. 1hr15mins. slept on bus.

woohoo. and btw, i ate my dinner at home b4 gg. haha. and den we settled down and ate. as usual, pork porridge and her century egg porridge, and the braised tofu lah. damn nice. haha. very chintowny. cos got cantonese opera upstairs. hah.

shops were closing by the time we finish the porridge. so we walked at the pasar malam thing there. and den came across some shops with chinese shopname. we cannot interpret it!!! supposed to be read from the right. haha. speak chinese also no use. haha.

damn full after tt lah. my stomach was like.. whoa. hahaha. round. haha. shhhh.
so lazy to study AAA!! tml muz really start. wed's the test. boooo. no hols.

[fuck]

nonono. nth to do with me fucking anybody. but a string of fucked up events happened.

1. i woke up late at 9.45am today, when i was supposed to meet sher and marisa in sch at 10am. lucky sher msg-ed me and i woke up. have to take a cab down. $10 gone.

2. BLOODY HELL MOFO IDIOT FILTHY RICH SPOILT BRAT CLARA-I-DUNNO-HER-SURNAME DAMAGED BEAK'S BELOVED LAPTOP. apparently beak passed her laptop to her for EC proj while she is in our class making up for AAA. and that fucker bloody hell told beak her laptop cannot start up and blamed her laptop. shit her right. im condemning her. fuck.

3. saw serene(tan) at canteen1 yest when i go back sch from town to do proj. she's from sp. i wonder why she's in np. and den i saw her sitting with kah ong william and gang BEHIND me. and as i turned ard, i realised chunyi was directly behind me. and im sure vic saw me. they didnt say hi to me, or acknowledge their presence there. lim chunyi, mind u. even serene, not a close friend of mine, bothered to say hi to me and even bye to me when they were gg off. and FYI, they were all gg Halo Bar to support Alan to build up the bar's poor reputation. fucking disappointed with her. i wonder wad will happen to our friendship.

4. hmmm. i waited 20mins for 99 after gg essential brew juz now! bloody long. thus i missed my show. pui.

ok lah. not a string lah. 4 lor. hmmm. and it's finally friday today!! the much anticipated, urm, or rather, eh, dreaded day arrived. IEF presentation!! qi gave me a power hug b4 tt! haha. i started the whole presentation. erm. damn nervous at 1st. but after tt ok lah. my placards were shaking. lol. we cannot answer ms wong's qns. but she commented. quite pleased with it, although we didnt elaborate enuf. hehehehe. so relieved now. at least not so stress now. next up, AAA CT2 on wed. haven touch on it yet.

and i put on makeup today for the presentation!!! ha. so fun. but now my face is kinda itchy. hahha. and i took lots of pics too! at essential brew and b4 the presentati

on! haha. invited wierd stares the whole day lah. in sch and outside. ---------> sher looks wierd
with her, erm, eyeliner. she'll kill me.






















me,kaishi,jx and qi. at EB.











camera shy.

[...]

came up to blog while waiting for sher and marisa to come back from their spanish class. anyway, went to watch Charlie and the choco factory with the storytelling class at 10am. got a free taxi ride to Lido as we shared a cab with the teacher. hahaha. very very nice show! haha. as nice as the storybook!! love it. but Lido7 was like, so bloody small and old lah. dun like the atmosphere there. that means i caught the 1st official show today! haha. 8bucks. nice.

didnt really slp yest nite. did the sotrytelling stuff. didnt have to present in the end. caught a flu or cold or whatever shit yest night again. sneezed my night out. hmm. managed to catch an hour of slp in the end.

have to continue doing IEF later. tml's the presentation!! so nervous+afriad. dammit. hope i dun stammer and mumble and talk softly tml. bless me ppl. bless me.

[new skin!]

woohoo. new skin again (= not very satisfied with the previous one lah. so yeah. (= this is plain. good.

S: 4 more days to IEF presentation. wobbly legs and trembling voice. the thought of it send chills down my spine. eeeeeeeek. so fucking scary. im having a minor sore throat now. what if i cannot project my voice tt day? what if we cannot answer ms wong's questions? what if, what if. it's so so scary lah. presentation phobia.

still rushing for projects. OM down today. fucking last min. hmmm. ief this fri :S
we need 48 hours a day. 8hrs of sch, 5 hrs for proj daily, and 3 hrs of surfing online. and den the rest for sleeping and leisure. wahahah. how good is tt.

i need slp ))= haven't been sleeping well lately. not enuf slp. average 6 hrs a day? no. sometimes 4 hrs a day. i also want to study hard. for my GPA of >3.o . i can do it! wahahaha.

Moving out Part II

i declare: i cannot stand my mother and tt bitch already. i can kill both of them anytime. grrrrrrrrrrr. let me share my story;

today's my aunt's bday. initially i was supposed to go to my grnadma's hse for dinner after proj. but my mum told me to come back home instead. ok. went to buy ief presentation stuff after proj at 4. tried on blazers and stuffs and bought the blazer. and den took cab to BL shopping centre for heels. i bought one there and den to jp for my blouse and sher's and qi's heels. since their feet were big so we have to shop ard longer. by the time we all finish shopping, it was ard 7+ or 8. so i rush back home, only to see leftover crabs of parts i dun like to eat, and alot of fish i dun like and a chicken wing, and some vege, and some soup. AND BLOODY HELL MY MUM HIT ME ON MY ARM THE MOMENT I REACH HOME, and purposely did tt in front of my grandma. @#$%^&*( fuck her ok! knnbccb. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

went kitchen for dinner. aunt was washing dishes, and quite alot of ppl were in the kitchen. and den again, SHE PURPOSELY SHOUTED AT ME IN THE KITCHEN. but of cos, i shouted back at her and den i won. bloody hell. im starting to hate this family more and more.

so, i've decided that, i muz move out b4 23yrs old instead of 25. i cannot fucking stand my mother and my sister already. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i can kill them if they irritate me more. im gg to revenge. juz they wait.

*chants* WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF.....