Sunday, July 31, 2005

spent my precious saturday in canteen1. didnt get to watch project superstar in the noon. did part b of OM. hmmmm. gotta meet up tml again for the last part and den go bt timah plaza see blazers. hmm.. dammit my mum said she dun have money to lend me after the filter was installed in my kitchen today. sigh. gotta ask from dad tml.

anyway, went bugis after sch. looked ard for formals and blazers. no luck. either too expensive, or it's on sale. not very nice. still stuck with Dano in the end. gotta get the blouse if i didnt see any nice ones. hmmm. shopped for heels too. hmmm. cannot get too. tml gotta buy everything. hmmm. i cannot wear pointed ones!!! my walking suck with tt. haha. went to alot of places today. bugis, citylink,suntec,raffles city. booooooooo.

on our way to bugis on 61, a couple with an ard 3yr old kid boarded the bus. and den i slept. and den when i woke up, i thought he looked cute (i mean the kid lah) and den suddenly, he screamed and cried like nobody's business. screamed. and den we concluded. dun give birth to one if u dun have a car. such a shame on the parents to have their kid screaming on the bus. bloody irritating. grrrrrr. and his parents did nth to deal with his screamings! omg. sher would have went up to slap the child i guess. how irritating.

so sleepy. didnt get enuf slp recently. hmmm. when can i not set the alarm clock??

Saturday, July 30, 2005

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got back 4 out of 5 common test papers up till now. sucky results i can say. very sucky. my 1st time feeling not too gd abt my results though. didnt put in enuf effort.

EC- 61/100
AAA-66/100
OM-60/100
IEF-52.5/100
PMKT-?

sigh. kinda sad lah. seems like tb05 is getting stronger in terms of their sch work. so my results are relatively very,very weak. no retests though. phew. gotta study hard, i promise. no more Cs this sem!!! im working on it. and at least a 3 for GPA?

hmmm. IEF presentation next fri. :S so scaryyyyyyy. bastards' grp presented today. wahahaha. screwed man. and yeah, his AD for IEF is gone, gone, gone. mourn for him peeps. boooo. so i say, dun yield such a high expectation when u cannot do it lah. see, now cannot do it already lor. how sad :( haiz. lucky my aim is only a B. hahaha.

gotta do proj over the weekends >.< OM, den IEF, den EC, den marketing. hmmm. den final exams. and den it's money-earning time! wooohooo.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

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got back 4 out of 5 common test papers up till now. sucky results i can say. very sucky. my 1st time feeling not too gd abt my results though. didnt put in enuf effort.

EC- 61/100
AAA-66/100
OM-60/100
IEF-52.5/100
PMKT-?

sigh. kinda sad lah. seems like tb05 is getting stronger in terms of their sch work. so my results are relatively very,very weak. no retests though. phew. gotta study hard, i promise. no more Cs this sem!!! im working on it. and at least a 3 for GPA?

hmmm. IEF presentation next fri. :S so scaryyyyyyy. bastards' grp presented today. wahahaha. screwed man. and yeah, his AD for IEF is gone, gone, gone. mourn for him peeps. boooo. so i say, dun yield such a high expectation when u cannot do it lah. see, now cannot do it already lor. how sad :( haiz. lucky my aim is only a B. hahaha.

gotta do proj over the weekends >.< OM, den IEF, den EC, den marketing. hmmm. den final exams. and den it's money-earning time! wooohooo.

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Moving Out
my target is to move out b4 25yrs old, with a reason everyone knows. i cannot stand my sister. i need to move out in order to like home. im running away from home, as in, haha. not that runaway lah. but im avoiding my home. coming home after 7pm, staying in my room all the time, slp, wake up early morning and off i go. mainly coming home juz to slp. im NOT avoiding my home, but my sister of cos. all she talks is crap. rubbish. nonsense. whatever. all in all, i hate her. i loathe her. i cannot stand the sight of her. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. how i wish i only have to live with my dad. that'll be great. i dun have to see my mum and tt fucking sister. no more avoiding of home. no more hotel-like home.

therefore, at 25 yrs old, i hope i can move out to live alone. mayb rent a one-room condo? aha. so i can slp naked. wahahhaah. bringing man home will be more convenient (kidding). anyway, i AM independent. i can cook, clean the hse, tidy the hse(although i wun), wash clothes, and of cos slp on my own. IF i earn quite abit, i can even buy a car. how cool is tt. can chill out with kaiqi and gang till after midnight without having to take cab home. hahah. and i can keep a dog!! golden retriever. so tt fucking sister is so afraid that she wun come my hse. anyway i wun let her in even without a dog. but i can get lazy at times, so mayb the hse will be very untidy and dirty. but who cares? i live alone. bring my retired dad(by then) out for 'yum cha' without the 2 of them. drive him ard. maybe i can get a two-seater so i can have excuses not to bring the 2 of them out.

Mark my words. i will study hard now. maybe i will go be an air stewardess. maybe maybe maybe. hmmmmmmmmmmm.

My Uncle
anyway, my 6-yr-old cousin is going nanyang pri sch. i cannot understand why my bankrupt uncle still insists on letting his children go to that sch. what is wrong with neighbourhood schs?? let his son go in, and be inferior that his dad is a bankrupt who drives a taxi to repay his debts to the banks. his dad who lives under ppl's roof(my roof) and rented his 6 room flat to pay debts. be inferior to kids who live at Bt Timah and andrew rd and all the whatever private housing.
struggle with the debts while paying $80 for his kids' sch bus fee. i bet meimei will also go nyss. WHAT'S THE FUCKING BIG DEAL WITH THAT SCH? HUH? sch fees expensive, and it's quite far from here. why cant he juz go rulang? or xingnan? sigh. i remember he and his jailbird wife used to donate money and did voluntary work so that his eldest son can go to tt sch, at tt time when they were still rich.

snobbish,arrogant,self-centered. he used to earn a 5-digits sum of salary a mth. exec insurance agent. travelled round the world. jailbird wife ate up the $200 he gave her to pass to my grandma for yrs. see his family once a yr during CNY only. him and his jailbird wife used to drive a car each. YET, suddenly, everything changed. his jailbird wife conned almost all his insurance clients of their hard-earned money. conned her own mother's, my grandma's his friends and even my parents'. conned $50k from my parents. my dad suddenly aged alot. his hard-earned money for yrs was gone overnight. his jailbird wife still didnt confess abt where the money have gone to. jailed for 3+yrs. still serving now. leaving my uncle to pay the debts and us helping them to tend the kids.

WTF.

[fish&co]

yey! new skin! haha. anyway, ief projects sucks. i think we failed the synopsis. hmmm. presentation is next fri. and den OM to be submitted on monday. hmmm.

me and qi didnt have to do proj yest. so we went town to shop for my sandals. wahah! bought brazil havaianas trekking for $40. comfy. and den kaiqi bought a puma bag. arrrrrr. broke again.

hahaha. got nth to blog lah. stuck in project room now doing ief. hmmmm. sch is making me maddddddddddd.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

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ohohoh it's high time to update yah? hmmm was desparately looking for another skin for this blog. cos beak says it's lagging very badly. anyway, CT's over! phew. think will be getting back papers this coming week. sigh. projects are dueing very soon. week 10,11 and 12? hmmm.

went to town finally after 2+weeks on friday after paper. got an OP shirt to go with my berms. and im like, so fucking broke? hp bill $90 (incl. 30bucks from previous mth i owe SH) and my posb account not left with much, i have to control my spending. how bad. have to forget abt getting my ipod mini b4 attachment. and august babies are sucking my money up!! LOL.

went essential brew on sat nite. how cool. ditching coffee club for essential brew now. all (i think) of their food have a certain amt of tea essence inside. which is like, wow. a must-try for tea-lovers. the vanilla obssession which is earl grey and vanilla ice cream is nice! i had Dance of Tea. very nice choco drink with tea. tofu steak,brownies(!!!) and salad. and calamari rings and apple crumble. all these adds up to $50!! nice chill-out place. woooooo. good recommendation,shir.

went marina sq today!!! hahaha. to get fan wei qi's autograph on her CD to give to kaiqi as her present. hahaha. quite little ppl. less than 100? but she got her die-hard taiwanese fans there. kns we sat behind this taiwan fan i suppose. fat guy. den he squeeze and sat in front of us, showing us his fleshy and fatty ass.. as in.. u noe? 50cent hole? ahah. disgusting. anyway, she's friendly too!! shook hands with me and said byebye to me. haha. nice songs. gotta rip from kaiqi. wahhaha. anyway, went to have Carls' jr for a meal with jx! omg. had Double Western Bacon Cheeseburger or smth like that lah the burger title. and i changed the fries to chilli cheese fries. $12.30. freaking nice fastfood. we shared of cos. so freaking full! hahaha. nice fries. nice burger. nice bacon. woooooooooo.

:s school is starting tml. not tt we had a holiday, but we relaxed for the weekends mah. hmmm. school sucks! arghhhhh.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

[pmkt]

ief is over! omg. okie. hmmm. watching project superstar now. omg! derrick and leon sang so well today. hmmm. im lost in thoughts. forgot what i wanted to blog about. hmm. anyway. tml's pmkt and fri's ec!! and den can slack abit. den pia ief presentation.hmmm.

i cannot fucking stand my sister man. haiz. she actually 'chatted' with sher instead of telling her she's not me. -__- juz now when i came back home. she actually told my mum that i bought a bikini. WTF. when the hell i bought a bikini?!!?!?! im not like her with lots of time to spare. i didnt visit sentosa for like half a yr already!! sigh. that's my bra lah. she cannot fucking differentiate it. how stupid can she get?!?!?!?!? omg. she actually opened my wardrobe. fuck her. i dunno wad more adjectives to use on her lah. idiot,stupid whatever. what if my child got her IQ next time? oh no. haiz. fucking stupid man. and cos of her im running away from home. i go to sch early and come back home late. juz to avoid her. and she cannot fucking settle down and find a job. what's wrong with her?!?!?! since it's hard to find a job den get her fucking ass settled down and find a job seriously!! does she think her $1000+ in her bank is big?!

she's.. dumb lah. haiz. can vomit blood. if next time my kid is like that. i will throw him/her down the building. live for what?!?! all she does is wake up in the morning, settle her ass on the sofa and watch tv till dunno what time. i come back home 12hrs later and she's still with it. ta ma de lah. dunno why the fucking hell i got this kinda sister. can i like, strangle her to death? and i will be the onli child? sianed. the amt of conversation she have with my 11-yr-old cousin per day is like, the amt i talk to her for a mth. or mayb 3 mths. i dun talk to her now. i snap at her.

btw, a bird came by my room and shitted on my laptop and table. maybe 2 birds. lucky it's not white. it LS-ed i think. green green one. yuck. i forgot to close the windows. shit.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

[aaaaaaaaa]

one paper down finally. phew. but i dun think i did well for AAA. so careless. haiz. anyway. so busy busy and busy. right after last paper, EC, on next friday, gotta pia for IEF presentation. hmm. and den, right after presentation, gotta pia for OM's project. some healthy chef thing. and den, right after OM, it's 2 aug. auspicious day. hope i wun have to do re-test for IEF. and den it's national day. and den AAA CT2. and den kaiqi's bday!!! and den dunno what will happen in b/w. prolly PMKT proj and EC proj due. and den marisa's and beak's bday!! and den final exams. and den attachment. -_____________- so damn busy. and so damn broke. hmmm.

i want a swatch!! dun think fossil suits me. i want tt olive green one i saw at OG. $123 bucks. hmmmmmm. and ipod mini. can get it for $300 at staff price from jx's fren. but still so broke. how? gotta pia for OM paper on monday. god bless me.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

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today i learnt a new function in Blogger. it is called Add Image. i guess i dun have to have to use Picasa anymore. how wonderful. let me try out by inserting my family picture i took on friday.

anyway my body still ache. im wondering what is happening to my body. body aching. but im nt having a fever. juz a lil sore throat. hmmm. anyway, the skin on nose is 'broken' lol. albeit my malfunctioning body, i ate lotttttttssssss of food today. chicken porridge for brunch, and den mee soto, and goreng pisang and curry puff and tutu kueh(3) and a small porridge and chee cheong fun and also hot tea and coke with salt from mac. omg. and im still hungry now. O_o

3 more days to AAA. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA. SUCKS.

Monday, July 11, 2005

[sick]

i guess im gg to be sick. was having a bad cold yesterday and sneezed non-stop till i fell asleep, and den woke up with a painful nose today. woke up with an aching body too. i cannot sneeze, cannot laugh, cannot bend down. no choice but to wake up and go mac to study IEF. fell so weak now. quite feverish. dieeeeeeeee.

i dun want to be sickkkkkkkk. argh. anyway, sher was telling me abt The ONE campaign thing in the US. abt making poverty history. abt the white band costing US$1 each. how meaningful. how gd if sg also have this campaign. (sg only have the tsunami relief band,which concerns sg)
see lah, now we have to import the bands.

ief is killing me. so is pmkt. everything sucks at this point of time.

Friday, July 08, 2005

im going to dedicate this post to my dad. but b4 this. i wana talk abt the London bomb thing.


Al-Queda bombed london subway and a double decker bus yest. it happened so suddenly. ppl were rushing for work in the morning. i can imagine. 9am. our mrt is packed with commuters gg to work. den suddenly this kinda thing happen. how sad...


pm lee says dun get affected by this. my foot. how to dun get affected when terrorists are everywhere. urghhhhhhhhhhhhh. drop a bomb here and we will all die.


grace lost her laptop today )= we muz be careful of our laptops in canteen 1. skillful theives ard.


back to my dad. yeah. today's his 54th birthday. [= my favourite family member.

my character resembles his side of family.
but that mother of mine keep complaining that i got their bad attitude.
but im their child! of cos my character resembles one of them.
me and my dad belongs to a 'country'my sister and my mum another.
i am proud to resemble my dad.
however, we're both shy. traditional chinese family.
we dun say 'i love you' to one another. we show it.
i wanted to take a picture with him juz now so much, but im shy, juz like him.
in the end, only took a family shot.
he beamed when my sister told him i bought a cake for him.
i love tt beam. had dinner downstairs juz now. it's been a longg longgggg time since we have dinner as a family.
i came home earlier today juz for his bday. if is that 2 women, i wun even care.
i love my dad ((=


happy bday,dad.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

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tired )= skipped AAA and went EC at 11am juz now. den all of us went down to five star to sign tt paper and den went town to shop for jon's present. sigh. b4 tt, mich was commenting abt giving presents to our classmates at five star. was quite shocked tt she actually said tt jon dun really deserve to get present from her, juz becos he didnt give her present on her bday. she call this 'li shang wang lai'. sigh. and she said he didnt do any significant things to make her feel smth. sigh. how selfish can ppl get. i mean, cant she see that jon have been doing all the 'patching up' of class stuff? argh i dunno. though i dun have much word with jon, everyone can see tt he's a great guy who deserves better present than anyone else does. anyway, me and sher somehow feel tt she also meant tt we are not getting our presents from her for our bday, since we didnt give her any. /=

read beak's blog juz now. abt chinese and english language. hmmm. yeah. who says chinese is a low class language? screw those ppl who say that. although s'pore's common medium is english, it's not low class to speak chinese isnt it? wad's wrong? the reason for me speaking chinese was because i can converse it better than english. are my english that bad? hmmm. i dunno. but i feel more confident speaking chinese lah. but i am not interested in the Chinese history, and i hate Chinese from China. i am singaporean chinese. it's a disgrace to mention tt i am a quarter China Chinese. (my real maternal grandpa was from china. and if he's still alive, he will be 100+yrs old)

let me share to u all abt my grandpa from china. why he shld be so old when my mum is not yet 50? not a long story, but he had a family in china. his first wife was from china. and his children, living in china, is 70+ now. old enuf to be my grandpa. and den ancestors 'piao yang guo hai' and reached nanyang, and he met my grandma. and they got married den bore a string of kids. my mum was the sixth. and suprisingly,coincidentally, my dad was also the sixth out of 15 siblings.

i am forever so fated with china chinese in sg one. without fail. haiz. how sad life can get )=

ief is due in 2 days' time. and we haven finish. omg.

Monday, July 04, 2005

ha. exam blues. this whole weekend i went nowhere,did nth. argh. so sian. hmm saturday was stuck in sch till 6 for our ief proj. den went home. ))= sch's ice cream jinx me i guess. 1st time i eat, i got food poisoning. den i didnt dare to buy for half a yr. and den i bought the paddle pop on sat. i LS twice. -_- T_T >.< =P why muz this kinda thing happen to me? im supposed to be strong and highly immuned and i've got high metabolic rate according to beak! ha. wad's happening to me.

this fri's ief proj due. den we'll go on a one-week holiday for study break. and den AAA starts on fri. and the rest i dunno already. wad a persimistic entry )=

wahahaha. sunday. went to qi's hse in the noon after getting enuf 10hrs slp. wanted to do OM but made a futile attempt. dilly-dally-ed till dinner time den ate hor fun. haha. nice (= thanks for her ah ma's treat. and den i came home. whole day feeling so freaking warm. omg. scratching here and there. ha.

this whole week gotta pia ief i guess. and tt spastic EC. argh.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

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ha ha ha. im stuck in sch now, on a saturday noon for ief. sucks. anyway, ha. went to shi kang jun's mini concert at lt26 yest evening. coool. nice vocals of his. sher met her enemy!! haha. how cheena. hmm. and den after tt me, jx and qi went clementi for dinner and den went kbox for a singing session. wooooo. 10-3am. ha. took a midnight cab back home. bloody hell that stupid cab driver keep using the 'accelarating-braking' skill to drive. arghhhhh. anyway we had fun at kbox la. sore throat now.

gotta continue with my proj now. bye.