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i think my mother is a very big motivation for me to look for a job faster. why? i've not taken a cent from her ever since i ended school. i was so broke that i had to eat 4 pieces of peanut butter bread and crackers and milo for my lunch when im at home. she didnt even ask if i need money. like, fuck? i was thinking of asking her for some pocket money to at least pull through next week and the moment i got home just now, i got scolded like some dog. i didnt help her hang clothes before i go out in the morning. and she even purposely told my dad about it. like wtf lah! i must find a job quick. and i swear im not giving her more than $200 a mth. i mean it. i cant stand my mother and that fucking sister already.

i want to move out of this house asap.

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anyway, went back to sec sch with kg, yan and sm in the morning trying to get testimonial from them. but there wasn't any testimonial for us. what a lousy school. took a cab to coronation arcade for the Thai Noodle House! and damnit that lousy cab driver forgot to exit at eng neo ave and exit at lornie instead. pui. and he refused to discount the cab fare! complain complain! anyway the thai food was great! took bus to vivo to catch The Pursuit of Happyness. nice show (: but i can say im not a happy person in terms of financial status. and the family crap.